We don’t need to run after God’s attention; we already have it.
Psalm 139:7 David laments:
Where can I go from your Spirit? Where can I flee from you presence?
God is present with us. But God is more than present with us, He knows us. He doesn’t follow alongside of us, He lives inside of us. We don’t have to attend church to find God. We don’t have to make sure our life is clear of any sin to find God. God has found us regardless of our situation, regardless of our condition. We can be lost, dizzied by our own spiritual vertigo, but God is present with us, luring us back to Himself. We may turn our backs on God, but God is always facing us.
Christianity by Soren Kierkegaard